Whats morally right
whats not
whos good and whos bad
its all based on our perceptions
or perhaps the good do what we want
and the bad dont
so then knowing that arent we all a selfish bunch
perhaps

after sleeping for 12hours
nothing much seem to have changed
i still tired as ever
confused as ever
hoping someone could save me

why do we smoke more when we're sad
i could never understand that
perhaps a fag could understand what you're think
even with words unspoken

these dreams are killing me
its so wrong yet it feels so right
whats wrong with me
who would understand me

And I'm okay
Seems I just needed a break
Sat down but now I'm up again
And finding out I'm alone
My girl left me behind
And into another town
Where this boy is not around
and I dont blame her
I'd do the same
Now I'm alone again...

So I'll sing along to the only song I've ever known
And I'll send it out to the lonely ones, wo-o-oah
Those days are gone and the nights roll on
Taking their place
so I'm singing out to the lonely ones.

Hey, let's write the story again
Where I'm your lover and best friend.
Pack our bags
And we'll leave this old ghost town behind
And into another town
Where this boy is not around
Who made the mistake of leaving you
That was mistake number two

So I'll sing along to the only song I've ever known
And I'll send it out to the lonely ones, wo-o-oah
But those days are gone and the nights roll on
Taking their place
So I'm singing out to the lonely ones.

post number 305
today's post i'm guessing its gonna be one of my longest post ever

this last week was pretty much hell for me
whatever could have happen
has happened
you name it you've got it
life changing ?
maybe

well i've never felt like this before
neither have i had 6packs in 6days
you pretty much get the picture

i feel like i'm being crushed emotionally
there's this headache that cant go away
its subtle yet its presence is annoying
perhaps i'm going crazy
i am slowly but surely

the only escape i see now is laughing
somehow i have always derive pleasure when i'm able to cheer friends up
well things arent going to well across the board
but things are getting better i hope
not for me at least but it is
i try to be mr happy
but its hard
cause when you are sad you could just pass it off with a smile
real or fake.
it dosent matter

i've made some awesome friends on this journey of life
people seem to become judgmental




i'll leave this here for now
its almost 5
and my eyes are killing me
i'll be here when i'm up
goodnight yiliang

Its five
I'm laying by my sofa
Thinking alot

MTV plays the best songs at this time huh
Well they play the saddest songs
I'm a wuss aren't I
Becoming more emo then ever
When did i become such an emo kid
Used to be the tough guy huh

The assignments are just about due
Thats the least of my worries

I'm struggling
Mentally
Wishing some how my troubles would be solved

We're all struggling aren't we
In different aspects of life
But we're still struggling
No matter how we try deny

Survive

Busy week eh ?
Just got back from ca mays place
Maria sharapova's match the night before
I'm beat

I came to the realization i'm 18 this year.
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