something came into mind recently
this saying on letting your love go free and if it comes back you know its ment to be.

alright that was kinda random but yea it just came to mind

my tuesday is pretty laid back
listening to littl'ans now
theres just some thing that attracts me to these britsh indie bands
planning to head out to study
free from distractions
prob alone
these few days have left me pretty confused

now lets see what happened yesterday
it was the chinese O's
haha
foolish me
i thought it was 8.30
but it happened to be 8
luckly i went there half and hour earlier
i was like the last to enter the hall
phew..
but wait
i forgot to bring my dictionary
bummer !

after that it was out to subway
tried the itilan b.t.m or something like that can really remember the name
not bad tasted better then the past few i tried
then i ending up talking at a void deck for about 2 hours

time just flew by
before i knew it i was studying over at a friend's place
it didnt take too long before hunger kicked in and it was off to dinner
then back to a void deck for a tiny bit of studying

the day ended stupidly
and losing my bets yesterday totally sucked

any way it seems like pretty much all the female side have gotten something for the prom.
i better draw up my designs real soon
not too sure how long the tailor would take

i guess i better be going
but before i do i thought i'll leave a vid for you
jamie cullum with his cover of frontin

Its been awhile since i needed to make a big choice for my life
This is going to be one of the biggest decision in my life
Naturally its not gonna be easy
Still let me share the two choices with you

Passion (cooking)
Shatec
Diploma in culinary skills(Full Time)
2years

Cooking it has always been something that i like it isnt too hard to see. This course seems to be not bad however the factors that i need to consider is the long schooling hours
its monday - staurday. Also job attatchment is almost one and a half year leaving just half a year in the learning institute not too sure if its a good or bad choice. Lastly as a chief the working hours are long usually its monday- sundays including public holidays.

Dream (fashion design and managment)
RafflesDesign Institute
Bachelor of Arts
3years

Yes you heard it right i'll be getting a Degree if i go to raffles design institute that means a short cut i dont need my diploma i would jump straight to a degree. Yea its crazy just thinking about it
design has always been my dream but there are even more factors to consider when thinking of this course. Firstly the cost is mind blowing a whopping $55 K. My family can afford it but i cant afford to quit the course. Next is the job prospect after leaving the school. The market for fashion in singapore is really tough and breaking out would be no easy task.

Resposibility (family business)

Yea as simple as that nothing much to say about this. Its just an oil company and i'm not too sure about this too.


I'll take a break now all this stuff is stressing me up
If your reading this thanks for hearing me out

Bye !

alright had a jolly good time today

mugged for awhile in the morning at mos
man the mac over at mac coner has closed
now the one at j8 is jamm packed

headed off to my gamps place to deliver lunch
did i mention
i became a delivery man
yep for my gramps of course
she had a bad fall a few days back
so i guess i've gotta be the filial one and deliver their lunch
i dont really much have a choice though
haha

oh yea after that it was a trip over to raffles place
was kinda searching for some cheapo web cams
haha did find some but didnt seem like a good catch

so being bored
where else but the new vivo city
man that place is huge
but some how the design totally reminded me of this place in perth
i went there a the year before last
it had the same concept
except it didnt had a roof top garden
here's the link check it out

http://www.harbourtownperth.com.au/

every thing else was pretty much the same
yea but vivo city is the next big thing man
if it isnt already a big thing
but there are tons of stuff to do there
pool, movies, shopping, eating, checking out babes and hunks
yeaa


that was pretty much how my day came along
fun ? hell yeah
of course we met up with some familar faces along the way

yup with the o levels around the corner
this is the last outing for me
intensive mugging starts

oh yea check out this move
its the most amazing thing i ever seen !
click on the word movie to go
movie
alright gonna leave you with some pics as usual
enjoy !

time flies dosent it

its friday already
nothing special about today
but my miad has returned home
after 12 years
her leaving seem to end another phase of my life

looking back
photos taken when i was 8
the happy days

its not like i'm not happy now
its just as you grow you gain more
more responsibility, more of fun..


yea
had science pratical yesterday
took a gamble and it paid off
i cant wait to throw away that uniform
i never want to wear a uniform again


alright thats about it
i'm gonna leave you with pictures of chinglish
it got me laughing
enjoy !

headed out to study today
and caught some pool action
nothing special but i enjoyed myself !

that was a quick summary of my day

yea its a short post
as usual gonna leave you guys with some pics






should I just get along with myself
I never did get along with everybody else
I ve been trying hard to do whats right
but you know I could stay here all night
and watch the clouds fall from the sky

yea
finally able to catch some breath

what a day friday was
first to check out some bling bling

then of to town to wonder
man that band playing down over at free banana
they are a heck of a band
best thing i ever heard
from bad day to chasing cars
they aced it all

went to drink after that
nothing special just the usual stuff
house pours after house pours

the day ended of in a room
with 4 guys and 1 boy
haha
all squeezing together trying to catch some sleep

yea thats how my friday went

today was pretty slack compared to yesterday
chilling at home..
gonna study at home tomorrow.

just as i'm typing this
guess what my maid found while clearing up
our primary school tie !
actually its my prefect tie
haha
all those memories

(:

alright gonna leave you photos
while i go chill
enjoy !

hello everybody

schools out
i'm not too sure if thats a good thing or bad thing
but i know for sure
i'm missing some of you guys already

alright so how did i spend my first free day

with my man of course
haji lane and club 21
what a day

i've got my friday all planned up too
i'm feeling this weird feeling in my stomach
gonna meet up with someone i thought i would never see again
its not that i dont want to but its been a while yea ?

anw the part about spending the day with my man sounded damm gay
speaking of gayness
i've came out with pictures of gay men for your viewing pleasure
and also some random stuff
enjoy !

another weekend over
another week older
inching closer to the O
but that is not what i'm thinking of right now

just looking back at people i loved

spent friday playing behind 181 with the usual suspects
come on its mooncake festival
what is there better to do but to have some fun with fire and eat some yummy mooncakes

saturday was pretty packed
first headed out to study
then more mid autumn festival fun
made something like a tiny bomb that was fun
theres a pic of it below
yea after that spent the night over at glens place
soccer and cards that was how we spent out time
another soccer sturday outing

didnt really sleep much
so my sunday was spent what else
you guessed it
sleeping
had dinner with family
as usual
got some cash for that darn psp
yea ?

not too sure what to do now.
friends is on perhaps i should catch it

its the last 3 days of school next week
i'm gonna miss everyone
sounds gay but yea i am
gonna bring my cam and vid cam
all geared up yeaaa

its gonna be lights camera action tmr

alright i should be going now
till then
adios !

You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head.

guess what
ran into trouble again today
good job
lucky not hsc
just given a warning

bullshite man
cops cops cops
2days in a row...

i think i'm gonna head straight home after school tomorrow
cant afford any more trouble

the day was pretty fine to start with
although boring but still passable
tons of fun in the art room
had some broadway action !



alright why isnt anyone on now ?


hmm..
i guess i better turn in then
its been a long day

unlucky day
totally run into trouble with the law
its not like it never happened before
but you know those sitiuations
cops
at least this time it was pretty slack
and we were gone in no time.

how hard is it to find a place to play some soccer these days

so here i am back home
reading...
thinking...

heres what i'm thinking
i wasted the past few months trying to build up something
a false hope
but its okay
i know i put in my all
if my all isnt enough its okay
i dont have the looks
i aint as fit
i aint rich enough
i dont sing well

knowing my all isnt enough just makes me thinking

dont come crawling back to me next time
cause after i put you behind i wont want you back again
EVER






gonna hit some hoops now
so long

Saturday I'm running wild
And all the lights are changing red to green
Moving through the crowd I'm pushing
Chemicals all rushing in my bloodstream
I Only wish that you were here
You know I'm seeing it so clear
I've been afraid
To show you how I really feel
Admit to some of those bad mistakes, I've made